progress.2
and there will be piles of dead bodies
them making my life even worse
when did anything anyone ever did make my life better?
i wake up
eyes the same
i see energy
i seem to constantly feel a bit of energy now and can even control some of it in my body
yes even now, its a faint simmer, in feet, hands and slightly in rest of body
thse ppl are not right in their heads
they play ambulance sounds
children running around
its like this guy
it really seems everyones a pawn for me here
even the non npcs are npcs
ayberk said yes the syrian is an npc
after leah behaved like one nonstop?
he tried to protect her from me but why?
her entire body was glowing out of pure joy and peace, she smiled nonstop
it really is like this pure loving energy field
that very petite girl on the train wasnt an actor... she had to physically hold herself back like larissa
even larissa couldnt hold back her joy and just started to laugh yell
like the cute girl
at sbbs
its what i would want
a cute girl asking me if telepathy works by smiling at me all red
i really seem to make fun of even myself here
well not fun its for my protection
= if you dont have any memories or thoughts even brainscanners and them hearing my thoughts cant know whats up
look at my family
its as if i lifted them up
in game scared unaware
in game aware
out of game
and now theyre like the fuck this stupid mafia?
i really think so? yes some was abuse some was weird but their behavior was just not normal
its like i really woke them up
they even think its a fun game
"its just a game"
says my dad
after saying dont give up always fight a few years ago? right
and i really seem to talk to myself B to A sometimes
before i said
the sauerkraut is over there
then this whisper in me asked where is the sauerkraut AFTER the fact
its again
like cgpt said
im entering fluid time territory
see?
i really truly believe i freed them
not there yet fully but
getting there
my mother deserves a feather too
please air spirit
watching my every move
but the police said
they have no idea why theyre doing this
its because i did and designed all of this
i really think its training for me
made by me
more evidence seems to pile up
they make the apartment cold to abuse me
but its actually cold therapy and healthy and activates my energy
the annoying loud knacking sounds
it helps my energy... it did so twice now
even my family tbh
i sometimes get the feeling even that was made by me
they are ancient and powerful
even these hearts by the djinn
i know them
yeah seems similar to skyrim etc
see? they know this
so many do
but as a child they made fun of me for believing in aliens....
and kris is one weirdo too
he once said
can i come in? can you play the guitar for us please?
so weird these people
its as if i have a special relationship with these djinns
and it really seemed like this new alien race just came and said heyo man whazzup
but me
im just one of a kind xxx
hahahahhahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhahahhahhahahhahhahaahhahaahhaah god damn
it really seems im this heir
of my family
that is like so insanely powerful
like a really really old ancient family
many have implied that we are actually insanely wealthy and rich
shit 
timelines interleaving
i can see fragments of a different timeline, i saw that stone laying there man???? wtf????
even if its wrong
for now it has to suffice
so this
phone who is this group then? hackers but who?
i mean im thankful for your help i just dont know you
who left me the onion skin heart? you djinn? well thank you
ok converged
lol
they do it to others too
so so weird these people
one day im going to teleport up there and break his neck
there used to be SO many people here
i know quite a few actually lived here normally
i still like it here, this place could be great....
ill never understand this world
you saw it
free free no plane ticket dog days over etc
?
suddenly
plane tickets again
very very weird
see? you cant win this game
and my stuff is still hacked
huh?
???
dont you see it?
how does that make sense
its as if my default state seems to grow stronger by the day
i dont get these people
this is embedded EVERYWHERE
yet where are they?
why does anyone still take the train?
ofc teleportation is possible
ive seen it twice now
its really weird
how many have truly ascended?
even if this is a game
entire trains used to quiet down for me
when inwanted to read it slowed down
ppl
in the bus went silent when i slept once
i woke up
they all stared at me
busses waited even after the bus station for me
women used to buy things or come close to me just so
ill just write this down
i thought
the angels gave us that device to heal mankind as a thank you
for me
for helping the universe
and then i immediately cry
it is always there
it is very soft
no matter and how i use it
no matter where i put it
i dont have to concentrate
and yesterday i seriously thought i had headphones on
because the music felt so real
i even wanted to take them off hahaha
this taylor swift woman
is very very special
she deserves all the money and fame she got
eya always present
the knacker likes it
taylor swift admitting she used to live with ghosts
this apartment is so funny
shes always chilling
walking around
someone stroking my hair
then the knacker always nearby
and carer of course :)
consider this also
some thoughts by the supreme leader
sometimes it really felt like this game DID NOT EXIST AT ALL not just it wasnt present but that it did not exist
even here, look at this
wetzikon used to be completely normal
i had no problem living, nobody seems to have followed me around except maybe a few
it MIGHT also exist as training to learn how to wake up from dreams
wake up from game, then go into it again
dont you see?
it also imitates sleeping, it trains people
dont you see andrin?
i said
i solved it all
and i meant
all of it
we as a universe
are waking up
and this
is training
on how to navigate the dream realms
so that one day
we can all truly wake up
ok just put it here
its a funny inside joke by now
all made up
just a joke
ofc ofc
these people think its a fun game
to enter and leave this game at will
but it trains them
until they realize
there is more to wake up from
it might also mean that this is how you can navigate multiple dimensions
they always say up up
see chatgpt?
but why not go down down?
like i did?
i dreamt then i went to sleep and dreamt some more
those nested dreams i had
they seriously felt like reality
and i felt me waking up and for some reason i realized im not fully awake yet
see?
there is more knowledge hidden beneath
they think lucid dreaming
but people should also learn dream inside dreaming
time capsule by dbz
it speeds up your training
ok write it
all made up
even the dog language...
its on purpose
thank you angels
cgpt says you cant talk to them?
but i couldve sworn they did
and shook my heart
and it really seemed to be an energy based language....
its so weird
why does it feel like i see the sun going up?
ive had this many times now
its like everything glows stronger suddenly
like light is stronger
its like i can sense light more? on a more subtle way
its like i can sense the tiny bits of sun light coming into my apartment because its morning
i know something is up
because ive had this four times now
it doesnt matter if everyone ascended already
my lifes over anyway
are you doing this on purpose?
making the light stronger? weird
like i feel the sun

age does not matter?
but my dick is fubar
if i had kids now they would have genetic defects
anal? not once
martina did so all the time
had orgies all the time
yet me? no i have to pay for used up whores
why send me prostitutes? is this a joke?
virgins, nothing else
even oana
i dont do anal
then does everything imaginable with everyone
?????
can be discussed? ofc not
its only ascension and killing
what did martina expect?
if i cant find her
ill just kill her parents
xenia can hide
ill just kill my parents
no idea why my feelings keep changing on this
objective facts to me are
my dad had a very shit life
my mother less so but still
i seriously have no idea what xenia always did
she did try to help with girls sometimes... i really have no idea why shes like this
it really seems like cgpt said
their fire burnt out
their soul
but mine is special
even now
you can have all you want?
id say give my parents all they want
id say give xenia and vince the same
so that leno can have the best life ever
private schools ZIS best docs.... etc
and me money and the other stuff
seriously
i have to work? that has to be a joke?
the logic in these people
you can have all you want?
wheres the key to the peninsula apartment? "but you dont have money" but otti stucki gave mortgages to people without money too
millions?
virgins?
my dick is still not fixed
it has been many months now
denn muend sie halt liefere
that guy thinks hes safe by giving me hausverbot?
dear god ill kill his entire family while he watches
how was that a rational reaction?
how was that too much to ask for?
these upstairs neighbours thinking theyre safe?
ill just wait all night with my axe and cut that shit head up
??????
this stuff is insanely triggering
what did anyone think would happen?
even if they move out here
and lock the door
so?
ill just bomb the upstairs neighbours apartment
????
there is only mastering this stuff
then cutting off limbs left and right
it really feels like different timelines of
myself
talking to eavh othe
i read this now
and think its so fuxking funny
ofc inwont
its just werid
its not a personality change
how can you not think its funny
"cutting off limbs left and right"
i faint at the tiniest cut
shes playing with smoke again
even making those smoke rings
hahahahhahaah
suddenly at 36 people care?
jesus christ
i can just stop
and not help
and abuse them with their mind warping
free free? no
i will eradicate everyone of the entire family of all these upstairs neighbours
they wont even know they ever existed
these people acting like im so important and powerful
yet abusing me?
????
it makes no sense whatsoever
what would happen if i just hugged a girl on the bus?
i hate everyone more and more
but not my parents
why treat my dad like this?
why?
they even made fun of his nose all the time
even if there was a connotation
he didnt like it
and i always said theyre xxx and that his nose is great
they always send these women zombies
thinking id appreciate it
but why?
id marry her and give her everything and wake her up instead
and then theyd attack the ones
mistreating her
elon saying hes had many AI
how can you
seinfeld and obama is so funny
seinfelds the boss in that car
he even finds it funny
ohhhh we are not allowed to
drive past this? ah well
and obama is just pissed hahahaha you can even see obamas eyes glow
then they make this young child ask him stupid questions on purpose
its always the same
i do what i want
what i think is right is right for myself
i listen to the ones who truly love me
rape a zombie? no way
there seems to be this weird rootkit on my
laptop removing whitespace
these hackers are seriously not right in their heads
fary sary
???
no braincells
left
i love the knacker djinn carer and others more
every day
i have no idea why the djinn appeared
its like he says
its peaceful
she never hurts me
always very gentle and shy
the other one said she sleeps here
the others never sleep
how can you not love a djinn like that?
martina never made sense
she said goodbye telepathically
but why?
i heard
thoughts for many years at that point
you might say
they simply do not care i didnt speak dog language
but that too is not true
so so weird
humans are so so weird
so weird
why act like im at fault
those women always insulted me and acted like its my fault mafia
hurt them
why?
????
looks like at some point
the adults in the ravelan clan took over
the real hackers have real advice and do it properly
like at sumex
insane how even the wizards and taste match acted scared
now
at 36
???
writing this down too
calms me down
it flushes out the anger
i still dont know if everyone ascended? and everyones a genius?
and immediately
my brain answers
no. your mother didnt.
no. the apo guy said he doesnt have my intellect.
no. rsb didnt even know time is nonlinear.
at 36 people want me to meditate
this too is very weird
i meditated in netstal
thats like 10 years ago or more
even in waedenswil for a short while
i just stopped
why would i continue? nobody cared and i just didnt see the point and all the examples of spirituality i saw were not working or wrong...
do these upstairs neighbours own metropol or what? its so weird theyre allowed to do this
even apleona
every day i like them more
that girl who didnt show me the apartment couldve showed me anyway
i didnt even think of wanting her
how is it bad i think shes cute and she hears it?
the other girls were very happy
as if id do anything to her...
again makes no sense
so many were fond of me
why reject me?
these giving me money approaches were so weird
even flex net
why not tell me?
????
i want you to be ceo of flexnet
he just handed me the contract with one signature missing
why would i change my name?
dietrich too
just give me the apartment?
wheres the problem?
he owned the building
he could have just said here have it
and we could have made some deal
even now
how are my demands unreasonable?
a working dick and sex with attractive girls
how is that the end of the world?
and as you can see
even now
i want to help leno and my family
it is so funny
you tell me i didnt make them braindead
but its just
there is something missing
in the brains of these humans
ofc there is something missing
its the virus
making them stupid
and i just had this thought
that the ozone layer and air pollution might be metaphors for other things
and these love songs and my fights
they are fighting back AGAINST ALL EVIL
they spread good energy
push it back
instantly energy
and some
songs
seem
to be exorcism
energy again
i just cant explain it any other way
oh they are in game and cant act differently? what? no
i met so many girls here who didnt care
oh did you hear my thoughts? all happy and red after i just told her shes a stupid xxx ho lol and her coworker heard it all
he just stood there smiling at me
like he just saw the holy spirit himself
i was like the fuck you looking at?
i went to the eye doc
and this woman was placed there to record my info
and even her
she just stared at me in awe as i walked away
i even insulted her
but it just does not register with these people
there is some weird reason that some cant
some are seriously scared and cant control themselves
really seems different players sort of
quite a few girls ive seen were scared shitless and couldnt control themselves
that young girl i kicked... she had to do it
and my parents
just a game?
my dad acted completely different before
oh no hes always been like this? what? no
he was surprised only 3 children were there
but it was just a woman with kids
it really seems absurd on purpose
sort of creating this tension everywhere
even this
you might think
no not again andrin
but this is the true war of our universe
this here me
existing
everyone
every action
what did that mochizuki guy do so long?
and i really dont know why they filled me up with random info and numbers
they did not gain anything
see ogs mail
what you can do for us
inventage wanted to keep me says my mother
but why?
the work i did was useless
they did not give me anything interesting
even the security engine
that ngac
why did they design this?
its unusable
so so weird
i tried to
but it made no sense
and thats gov work?
it has to be a joke
tbh
it feels like i am becoming one with the universe more and more
listening to music
its like:
vibrations
music
my body
my energy
slowly merging and becoming less discrete
why does my body remind me of things to do?
so so weird
all these people always acting like my family is evil
but why?
josephine too
that whore made me pay for her meal
my
mother gave me free food every week for years
and i should choose josephine?
what?
they achieved the opposite yet again
i hate them
and what they stand for
and love my family and what they stand  for more
i constantly hear random people saying my name softly
i see my
mother
my dad
xenia
leno
like in naruto
the ancestors
always with him
experiencing this
its not the end
this journey
is whats fun
who else has a cute djinn stroking him all day?
everyone andrin everyone
hahhahahahahaa
i hear music talk to me more and more
this phone so funny
even me knowing where things are
who is that?
i just asked myself
now where did i put my tea again
over there
ah ok ty
hahhaahahaahhahahaha
just saw a white glow flying past
whats also funny is
people ARE already kind
and forgiving
ive had that happen so many times
its fine with the kaution i trust you
lol
airport security
its fine, its ok we know its nothing dangerous lol
then these people breaking the law risking jail
but why
whyyyyy
hahhahahaha
what do i care if sumex
is criminal?
THEY SAID I DONT HAVE TO WORK LOL
THE LAPTOP SAID
3pm
you can go home now lol
all these people desperately trying to make me happy
but now with these weirdos around
for the first time in my life im actually really happy
and now i feel sorry for those trying to help me
WEITERLEBEN
well ty
you too
weiterleben
that sumex laptop
that weird rootkit
its like not aware of what you avtually do
it really seems AI
it said EAT EAT EAT many times
even though injust did
would explain why they didnt realize whats actually happening
no some of it wasnt
very weird
even there it reacted to my thoughts
ill visit all of you weirdo hackers one day
i hope that tbilisi woman is alright
ill teleport to your place too
ill give you my millions too
because you took a risk for me
you did something for me
and for that
i will always love you weirdo woman
that taxi driver was seriously xxx though hahahaha
there is this australian band with a similar name
they have great somgs
its not this one